i want to write so bad but every time i start to i just lose sight of what i want to say and then everything becomes shit and im like wow why the fuck did i ever think i was good at this
Just because I’d rather take my lunch break by myself than socialize doesn’t mean I don’t like the people I work with, I just like myself more
it’s hard to feel good about myself when the person i live with is constantly telling me what a horrible person i am, and for no reason. i have gotten so much shit together in the past 6 months that it’s not even funny. i don’t do drugs anymore, i hardly ever drink and when i do it’s a glass of wine or one or two beers. i don’t even smoke weed. i have a full-time job that i just got a raise at (after only two months) and i completely support myself. yet there’s always something im doing wrong. it’s so fucking frustrating.